Hi All
 
As it was Xmas time, so we were all enjoying holiday period, where my both kids were having laughs, cuddles, hugs & kisses, above all they
were able to see me all the time.
On 27/12 I had to leave early for an important piece of work, my little boy saw me leaving & cried, he followed me to the door, but I left.
While I was out, I heard someone talking about benazir assassination over the phone, I approached that stranger & he confirmed.
 
I finished off everything asap, made my way home, as I opened the door, I saw my son running towards me & cried mama, mama
 
I hugged him, kissed him, wiped off his tears & cried, what about Bilawal, what about Bakhtawar, what about Asifa?????????????
 
they will spend rest of their lives waiting for that door to open, waiting for that hug, that kiss and waiting for that mum who was always there
to wipe off their tears.
 
What it is like losing a parent at a very young age, I have experienced it by losing them both. As a mother I was also chosen to
say farewell to my still born baby girl. perhaps those were the reason, that I could not think beyond those moments when Bibi life was slipping
 away with every second passing.
 
What she must be thinking, i asked my self???????? so I have composed a poem 'her last address', I will write it in roman urdu
 
May her soul rest in peace, and of many others who lost their lives on that day (amen)
 
poem: her last address
 
aye meray tan say lamha lamha sarakti sanso
zara sa thamna!!
 
mein garche apno kay beech mein hu
magar kuch apnay hein door mujh say
 
unhein bula do
 
bas akhri bar apnay bacho kay sar pe mein apna hath rakh du'n
mein apni umar bhar kay sathi ka
apnay hatho mein hath lay kay
raz ki koi baat kar loo'n
 
mein apnay logo'n aik wada kar kay ai thi wo nibha loo'n
 
badan ko kapra, dehan ko roti
sar chupanay ko kutiya chotti
 
unhein dala doo'n
wo meri rah mein kharay huay hein
wo zid pe apni array huay hein
 
to mera hath, hath mein pakar kay
tu mujh ko jis par lay chalay gi
mein chal paroo'n gi
or tera shukria karoo'n gi
kay tu nay mujh ko wahan pukara
jahan mein apno kay beech mein thi
apni matti ko soonghti thi
apni galion mein ghoomti thi
 
aye meray tan say lamha lamha sarakti sanso
zara sa thamna
 
ye meray bhai, ye meray baba
ye mujh ko lenay kiun a rahay hein
unhein zara ja kay ye batao
ye kaisa rishta nibha rahay hein
mujhay ye rota chor aye
ab meray bachay rula rahay hein
 
aye meray tan say lamha lamha sarakti sanso
agar na thamna
to mujh say bas aik ehad karna
mera badan jab lehad orhay
to khak ban kay mujhay urana
watan ki galion mein chor ana
meray bacho'n ko, meray logo'n ko
baat itni si bas batana
 
mein rastay ki thokro'n mein nishan ban kay unhein miloo'n gi
jahan shaheedo'n nay khoon bahaya
jahan pe zulmat nay sir uthaya
wahi wahi roshni ka poora jahan ban kay unhein miloon gi
 
aye meray tan say lamha lamha sarakti sanso
aye meray tan say lamha lamha sarakti sanso
 
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