SHAHZAD AHMAD TANWIR

FAMILY OF THE HEART SEMINAR ON SEPT. 04, 2005

"CAN WE SAY GOODBYE TO GOD?"

 

We are living in strange times. On one hand we have globalisation with the availability of information to the masses and on the other increased fanaticism. Intolerance, which humanity should have left behind a long time ago, still drags us down. If there is any hope for humanity to survive, it is through dialogue and understanding. In this light, it is refreshing to see my friends, using modern media, engaged in civilised discourse.

I am, however, somewhat saddened because I see, cloaked in contemporary scientific, philosophical, and psychological jargon, we are still discussing centuries old contentious issue. I think we are asking the wrong question. Question is not “can we say goodbye to God”, rather “should we say goodbye to God?”  

When Christ is nailed to the cross, God is there alongside Jews, hammering in the nails.

When Christians are persecuted for centuries, God is there directing the affair.

When Mohammad orders the killing of more than 700 Jews, including women and children, God is at the helm.

When Pope Innocent III orders slaughter of hundreds of French Cathars for heresy, God inspires him to do so.

When Crusaders are painting holy land with infidels’ blood, I see God helping along.

When Catholics and Protestants are killing each other, I see God on both sides.

When Palestinians are expelled from their homes, God is the one who had promised the land to Jews.

When innocent Jews are blown to pieces by suicide bombers, God helps assemble the bombs.

TO this partisan and murderous God I say goodbye and good riddance; go away and never again interfere in human affairs; just leave us be. 

There is another God, however.  

When you listen to a song so beautiful that you lose sense of time and place, travel to a realm indescribable by our tongue; this God lives there.

When you watch the sun rise, slowly spreading its amber rays over sleepy earth and you forget all the mundane thoughts, feeling only infinite peace, this God lives there.

When beautiful poem transports you out of you, this God lives there.

When a painting takes you where you feel nothing but peace and goodwill towards all creatures, this God lives there.

To this God I say welcome; please stay and keep me in this realm, always. 

Shahzad Ahmad Tanwir

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